The Stone
I picked up a beautiful shiny dark stone as I walked to the pier. Touching it gently I thought about you, remembering the love we once shared.
But you drank their poison and no longer recognize who I am to you and everything began to change...
I died a thousand deaths reaching out to you thru the flames. But you could not see me and were afraid...
These are my demons you said, mine are worse than most-- I don't know if I could ever be there for you as you deserve.
My heart has been under arrest too long, I thought as I walked out to the edge of the pier.
I prayed for this pain to be released from my soul, and from a love that no longer serves...
Dear God, I prayed: May he always be safe May he always be loved May he find what he is seeking ...though it could not be me.
I touched the beautiful shiny dark stone to my lips and whispered "goodbye"
I threw the stone as far as I could off the end of the pier into the cold white waves and released you from my heart ...at last.
2006 -GirlDownTheStreet | | | |
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